Attempting a bit of logic.

Natural curiosity would demand to be satisfied, either in the form of a nagging question, or demanding a more empiric approach to go and find out

That is a rational reason within my irrationality.

If I thought I could stop your worry by forever holding my peace, why would you be reading (if, indeed, you —yes, you- do).

Well, serendipity has its ways. I am content to wait, if not happy.

Serenely I wait, and scythe my way as well as I can.