Keeps popping up.

I read about forgiveness again this morning. It seems a recurrent theme.

I'm nobody to grant it, I might have touched upon that many a time. All the same, when someone I know asks for it, I listen, because it does seem important at the time and (in most of what I've seen) guilt imagined is much worse by far that that which is real harm done.

Guilt, as measured by the outcome. Is there any other? Maybe The guilt of thinking we caused a situation, of which we are the sufferers? Girls who blame the flak they catch on the length of their skirts (or their fit) come to mind.

On the other hand, I'm sick of hearing: "god (or karma) will punish him for his sins". Even worse: "god (or myself) has forgiven me. Really?

I try to make amends over what I do, or think I did. I (more important) try to live in a way that will minimise the need for that. Each to his or her own. So far, I can not think of anyone with that type of debt towards me. It's not sarcasm.

It wasn't so long ago I was able to articulate, but my concentration is deserting me of late. Soon I'd forget Spanish again. I would if I could, but things are not as simple.

I get lost upon such a broad issue, my head has been spinning for some time. Anyone stumbling upon this piece of crap will tell you right away.

To make things worse, cutbacks in the Cameron government means I'm only entitled to a couple of cops and a doc. That's what I call a downgrade.

Well, I just got to keep smiling. That much I can do.